Another battlefield.

Assalamualaikum and hello everyone!

Ramadan Kareem! It's the 5th day of Ramadan and it's the last day before the study week of the semester. Time's really moving fast, isn't it? Well, today I had a presentation for CADDD. If my juniors read this, tolonglah ambik CADDD hahahahha the subject is so fun, provided you have interest in chemistry and some physics. Tak banyak pun part physics but you need to have the basic concept in organic chemistry as well as the medicinal chemistry. We're the first batch to take this subject, so I risau sikit la pasal finals since there's no past year questions to be referred to.

Our presentation slide ehhehehehehe

I don't know but I'm so happy to present this project because I really, really understand what I'm doing. Ada la jugak steps yang I follow the manual and only know the rationale of the steps after I asked Dr but aaaaa tak reti nak describe perasaan tu hahahahaha. Tapi I'm so grateful for my groupmates, thanks rerakan!! <3

Anyway, Rabu depan dah finals, another battlefield to be faced. (OMG tak isi lagi SFS)! I baru susun jadual study untuk finals and yeah, literally no time to play around anymore (or getting busy with other matters). Tapi time dapat jadual I am really like reallllyyyyy nervous. Paper ada yang selang sehari je. Tapi lepas susun ni I ada keyakinan sikit. Tadi time presentation ada group buat pasal depressive disorder and Dr. S ada pesan, kita manusia ni jangan terlalu bergantung pada manusia hatta diri sendiri sekalipun. Jangan lupakan Allah as our main hope. Letak pergantungan kita pada Allah, yakin and bersangka baik dengan Allah. Ustaz Ebit kata bersangka baik pada Allah ni adalah kemuncak bahagia. Jadi, mari kita improve diri kita sesama! Lately, I realised that I'm too occupied with the wordly affairs. Hence, this Ramadan I hope that I'm able to make some changes. Amin!

This Ramadan, just like last year, we are having our final exam. So, I of course ada perasaan serba salah sebab I banyak lagi tak study and of course nak kejar pahala beribadah bulan Ramadan. Ada banyak pendapat pasal ni, be it the harsh one or the gentle approach. Ada yang kata "final exam bukan alasan untuk tak beribadat, patut dah study awal kan?" Yaa yaa I got your points tapi tak semua orang ada jadual & masa yang sama like others, yang allows them to do revision religiously every night after class. Tapi keyword dia is time management. Jangan la study je tak fikir langsung pasal ibadat, tapi jangan spend almost the whole day on the praying without studying for the finals. Belajar tu satu ibadah jugak. I came across a post that said something like this:

Not all Ramadan need to be a no-responsibilty, pray all day, read Quran all night. And he state a few situations but I would like to highlight the one related to our situation: "If you're studying for your finals and have to prioritise revision over taraweeh, then that's your Ramadan. The ummah needs your qualification and expertise. We need to understand that it's not all about the quantity. Our current circumstances are different from our past, from others. But, we should always strive to improve our Ramadan." (Salah Sharief, 2015).

So, know your responsibilities, your limit and manage your time well. I know that I am in no position to tell others on how to manage time as sometimes procrastination is my middle name (ehek), but as mentioned let's always strive to improve! Not only in Ramadan but hopefully everything that should be improved, and may all of us will be istiqamah towards improving ourselves. That's all from me today. Jangan lupa doakan Athirah dan rakan-rakan Rx16 dapat jawab finals dengan lulus cemerlang. Amin!

Xx,
Rara.
6.4.1, MFZ.
3:53 am :)

masih terkapai

Assalamualaikum and hello everyone!

intro tu sebenarnya automatic. and it makes me sounds excited isnt it?
but not today. but i dont have any energy to change the intro.
idk. there are so many things happened and will happen.
im trying to stay postive and focus.
but all of these exhausted me, physically and mentally.
there are times where i know i shouldnt feel like this, or i shouldnt do this and that, but it just cant be helped.
i am actually very particular about punctuation in writing but not today. i just cant be bothered. caps lock ke apostrophe ke, as long as it is readable. blogger ni pun satu, takde autocorrect. ok, tak marah pun.


i bukan tak bersyukur. tapi idk. i just penat.
im trying, im trying my very best to stay positive, to believe.
but im just a normal human. i ada breakdown phase.
tapi sakit bila u know semua orang kat sini ada masalah sama, semua orang busy, semua orang penat.
so u cant find anyone yang boleh jadi bahu.
its not that kalau kita pergi cerita kat diorang, diorang halau balik, tak.
they are very, very kind. tapi kita dalam situasi yang sama and kita tahu yang every second is precious so i taknak bebankan orang dengan masalah hidup i.
tapi bila orang lain yang patutnya boleh jadi bahu pun tak izinkan diri dia jadi bahu, apa patut i buat?
i know, talk to god they said. i did. but i need a two way communication too. i penat simpan semua dalam hati sengsorang.

i sampai kalau tidur tu i taknak bangun sebenarnya. i taknak hadap reality. i taknak tengok apa yang waiting to be dobe. dulu i buat list satu-satu apa kena buat, to stay organised. but now, the to-do-list only gives me anxiety and panick. dah lama i tak bangun pagi with a good feeling. i penat rasa terpaksa. bukan tak ikhlas belajar, i suka belajar. i suka bila i dapat ilmu baru. i love the learning process tapi when it totally drains me out, physically and mentally, i rasa terbeban. of course i should not feel the way. but that's it. i memang berperang dengan perasaan sendiri, everyday. doakan i kuat okay?

semalam i terserempak dengan my bestfriend dekat an event yang i jadi committee. she's from another course so we rarely meet. i peluk dia pastu terus ternangis. i cakap kat dia yang i penat, i penat sangat. sebab malam tu, i kena submit report before midnight and i kan ada programme. i dah try buat dari awal, dah cari journal apa semua tapi tak siap jugak before the event. and right before terserempak kawan i, ada dapat message dalam group "Dr akan deduct marks for late submission". and dah banyak hari tak cukup rehat, tidur 3-4 pagi. menangis level banjir memang menjejes-jejes. padahal otw nak pergi tunggu VIP tu. tapi rasa lega sikit lepas dapat hug & cry. rasa terlepas beban. thanks baby love you. thanks jugak S sebab tolong i buat report time event tu.

lepas tu, i terbuat heart to heart dengan Dr. Z. she's a very, very nice person.
level kebaikan dengan kesabaran dia adalah sangat details, even benda yang kita pandang biasa-biasa pun dia boleh nampak the good side of it.
i told her yang i penat and overwhelmed with all these workloads. all these quizzes and deadlines. week 13 is no joke. hampir ternangis lagi tapi nasib baik tak.
tapi she told me, yang ni semua process. kita tak boleh focus on the product je. all these challenges and hardships, is the process untuk kita cari and kenal diri kita. banyak lagi yang Dr cakap, and it somehow makes me feel better. walaupun sebenarnya time type ni i nangis jugak.

it's 1:04 am, and i got quiz at 8.00 later. semua chapter. minus marking. idk what will happen in the exam hall, i will just try my best to study apa yang boleh malam ni. pray for me.

things happened

Assalamualaikum and hello everyone!

I am finally done with my CVS report. I had a practical session earlier this evening, and for the first time ever, I broke a lab apparatus. It was an accident of course, I was filtering my crystals of glutamic acid and tertolak filter funnel tu and dia jatuh ke meja pastu pecah pastu terjerit lulz.

Okay that's all for today, got a lab quiz tomorrow. Hopefully all is well :)

sem 2 week 3 updates.

Assalamualaikum and hello everyone!

Well, betul lah susah nak istiqamah tulis entry weekly. I dah lost track sebenarnya minggu lepas ada tulis ke tak kehkehkeh. Takpela, bila teringat kita tulis ye dok. Walaupun takde ramai mana yang baca, at least I can treasure some of my memories here. I'm glad that I wrote about a few events in my life, here. Bila baca balik memacam perasaan ada.

Anyway, I sepatutnya buat and siapkan lab report CVS today since my class ended at 1230 pm tadi and that lab report is going to be submitted lusa. Tapi baru siap procedure dengan result. Discussion and question apa pun tak buat lagi. Maka, I berazam untuk siapkan malam ni. Tapi malam ni nak tengok lab manual untuk esok lagi, revision and preread Sterile lagi. Takkkkk, ni bukan merungut or tak bersyukur. Tapi rasanya lab manual tu besok pun sempat baca since class is going to end at 1130 and lab starts at 230 hehe.

I'm going home this weekend yeay! Tapi not really home pun sebab memang tak balik rumah langsung tapi I'm going to meet my family. Kan home is where the heart is? Kahkahkah. My brother is getting married this Friday. Nasib baiklah class semua cancel Jumaat ni kalau tak dah terfikir kena pakai baju yang sepatutnya untuk majlis nikah tu pergi class so lepas class terus balik. Omo sis masih ada perasaan segan ye walaupun baju tu tak glamour mana tapi orang tak pakai baju macam tu pergi class kahkahkah. So, selamatlah saya dari mencapap pergi KOP pakai baju majlis lulz.

Academically, I'm still trying to catch up and get along with the subjects. Pharm Tech subjects are not as horrendous as last sem's lulz. Horrendous might not be a proper word to express how bad it is but sorrrryyyyy memang tak suka Phy Pharm 2 T_T Tak tahu la susah nak buang habit kalau tak suka subject tu memang tak suka la. Study pun camtu camtu je padahal kalau study bebetul boleh je score tu. Time exam tu tau je graph tu ada dalam slide, pernah baca pasal soalan tu tapi yeeee itulah dia padan muka tak dapat A hahahaha. My high school punya classmates probably ingat kot pasal my relationship dengan Physics ni. Suka je part kira-kira tu tapi bila dia punya facts I tak suka... Idk why and I know it isn't a good habit tapi nak buat cemana....

Sem ni ada dua subjects from Pharm Tech and all is well so far, alhamdulillah ;) And the other 3 core subjects are Body System subject. Menarik tapi memang kena strong dekat Anatomy, Physiology, Pharmacology, Med Chem pun ye jugak sebab pasal drugs. Taktau la faktor usia ke apa tapi sekarang jarang2 la baca sekali terus melekat. Kena selalu repeat and repeat. Dulu frust la jugak tapi lelama I know it's on me. Kalau I bermalasan I yang menyesal, macam dengan Phy Pharm 2 kahkahkah. Takpe, kita usaha je semaksimum mungkin. Kan siapa yang berusaha akan berjaya?

Oh, saja la nak cerita time final exam haritu, last paper is Pharmaceutical Analysis 2 punya paper. And I tweeted this, sebab slide pasal tu satu page je dalam notes:

And memang skip pun tak baca pun. Esok tu time exam, soalan first is (tak la exactly tapi camni la maksud dia"Describe the mechanism of ICP" hahaahahhahaha memang tinggal la. Nasib soalan jenis jawab 4 out of 5, bukan kena jawab semua lulz. Lepas exam pun feedback macam ramai je tinggal soalan tu so untung Dr tak payah tanda kehkehkeh. Tapi I lulus cemerlang eh paper tu :P

Tadi ada sorang lecturer inform kitorang pasal the amount of 'casualties' on AIA paper. Yaaaa that killer subject. And we're shooketh. Sebab apa yang kitorang dengar sikit je tapi rupanya the actual casualties is doubles the number. Ye la takkan la kau nak pergi buat survey pulak kan kat group tu tanya siapa yang kena repeat. Tapi, takpelah. Let's do better for our upcoming papers!

Sekian, sudah nak masuk maghrib nampaknya. Semoga lab report siap harini. Toodles!

Update 12:29 a.m., 19/2/19: Baru siap discussion dengan result for the first part. Tinggal lagi 2 soalan. Tapi I am satisfied with my explanation and answer kehkehkeh. Battery laptop pun dah nak habis, esok class at 8, so ciao!

and the new chapter begins.

Assalamualaikum and hello everyone!

I am back in the Garden of Knowledge and Virtue. For those who might not be familiar with that phrase, it's the tagline of IIUM. In BM, it is known as Taman Ilmu & Budi. That's why we have a subject called Usrah Budi, and a building known as Wadi Budi. Budi everywhere.

Btw, I am done with my first day of class that ended at 12.30 p.m., and tomorrow my class will start at 10.30 a.m. Sounds good right? Yeah, that's the 'beauty' of the first week of the semester. I think this semester is much much much less hectic (but the subjects are of course tougher :') ) than the previous one because my credit hour is just 17.5 compared to 19.5 with 8 core subjects and 2 uni required subjects. Nasib baik result still okay walaupun jatuh menjunam tapi still survived, alhamdulillah.

Plus, I managed to register for an elective subject that can only be taken by 30 students, yeay! Dah target nak ambik subject ni dari briefing first day of Sem 1 lagi. It's kinda long story as my batch is the first one to be introduced to this subject. So, time awal-awal pre-reg tu tak boleh register lagi sebab it's not in the course outline. Then I went to the Dean's Office to ask about this matter. Akak tu cakap register je mana boleh dulu, and it was during the final exam period. Unfortunately, lepas tu lupa langsung pasal prereg. Lepas result haritu baru nak try add balik and guess what, dah full :( Gila tak sedih. Rasa lagi frust dari frust dengan result exam. Tapi time tu positive je la sebab maybe jadi macam tu sebab nanti I tak boleh catch up ke, tak boleh score ke. Tapi memang berperang dengan perasaan sendiri time tu. Rasa nak nangis sebab salah sendiri tak check langsung time lepas tanya office tu tapi tahu kena terima takdir. Drama betul.

Rupanya ada ramai jugak tak tahu yang subject tu dah boleh add. So, our class rep takes an inititative to email the course coordinator last few days. But, alhamdulillah today a friend nak drop subject tu and she knew that I missed to register for the subject. So, I replaced her place in the class hehehehehe alhamdulillah! God is surely the Greatest!

I hope I can do better in this semester. That's all for today! Thanks for reading :) Xx.

2 hours left

Assalamualaikum and hello everyone!

My examination result will be announced at 5 p.m. today, and it is less than 2 hours left.

This will be my third examination result in my undergrad life, but I still feel the same worry and fear, all over again. Plus, the subjects in the semester are tougher (as it should be).

Semalam pun ada rumours pasal AIA result. SEMOGA BETUL ITU HANYA RUMOURS!

Actually, I don't really favour this kind of feeling; janji tak repeat. Because deep down, I know, it's all my fault. I did not study hard enough. I am actually hoping to achieve more than that, but I'm scared that I'm going to be broken into pieces when the result is not going to be as what I expected. Hence, the low expectation.

Tapi apapun, we tried, we prayed, we did our best on those days. Now let's just pray that we will accept whatever our result is. My negative thoughts is my constant battle. I always question myself why can't I achieve higher marks, kenapa dah study all out pun result lebih sikit je dari separuh. I cried after some of my quizzes for the past semesters. Bunyinya macam tak bersyukur kan but idk.

Tapi, eventually I learn to let go. Apa yang dah jadi tak boleh nak fix dah. Kalau dah struggle gegila pun tapi kalau bukan itu rezeki kita, terima dengan hati yang lapang. Mesti ada hikmah. Semoga kita sentiasa beringat yang Allah's plan is better than ours. Semoga kita selalu beringat yang rezeki tu ada. Semoga kita sentiasa beringat apa yang Allah bagi, itu yang terbaik untuk kita.  

From Dr. Z's lecture.

All the best everyone! <3

Degree Life - First Year as A Pharmacy Student in IIUM (Semester II)

Assalamualaikum and hello everyone!

Sebelum masuk year 2 (after two seasons of procrastination) and can barely remember what happened in semester 2, I decided to write this entry. As we know, life gets tougher when you are one step ahead. New challenges, new problems, new responsibilities and new experiences. The most challenging part is of course, the timetable and workloads. In this semester, IIUM introduced new subjects that should be taken by the students of batch 171 onwards, which are Hubungan Etnik & TITAS. I do know that students from other universities are taking these subjects as well but IIUM already got UNGS (not 1 but 3) and TITAS is kinda overlapped with UNGS. Long story short, we took 10 subjects in this semester. Ye, tahu macam SPM pulak bebanyak subject tapi apakan daya~

First of all, the subject review.

1. Organic Chemistry

With 4 credit hours, this subject is labelled as one of the killer subjects by some of the KOP students. Personally, this subject is kinda interesting because you are able to know what is actually happening when a reaction takes place, and stereochemistry is my favourite chapter! But, when there are too many things (structure, reaction, reactant, catalyst, condition) to remember and you start to mix everything up, time tu memang mental breakdown. Tapi Dr. Q is the best, he is really really really a passionate and patient (sometimes funny), always make sure that you understand well, although he needs to repeat what's he teaching multiple times. When we told him that there are so many reaction mechanisms to remember, he did something that really, really helps us.

Me trying to visualise my stereochemistry knowledge lulz

CAM dia are 2 quizzes, lab reports and VIVA. If there is anybody going to ask me about my quiz marks, I can only laugh LOL. Takla teruk sangat tapi takla boleh dibanggakan hahaha. Teringat haritu time briefing before we start our lab session, Dr drew a chemical structure and asked us what was that structure. I answered it correctly (the structure was salicylic acid), and then Dr asked me what is my marks for Quiz 1. Of course I didn't tell my marks because it was not something to be proud of! Reaching the end of the semester, the topics were getting easier (kot). Insya-Allah, everything will be alright if you put a lot of effort. Don't get carried away by your marks if you didn't score well in the quizzes. Okay, you can cry but then try to be better. VIVA tu buat bebetul nanti boleh score full mark ehe.

After our lass class of the sem. I totally forgot that we have class that evening sebab pagi tu presentation Pharmaco so macam okay I'm done for this semester. Lepas tu time tengahari PIC remind kat WhatsApp pasal class hahahaha nasib dia remind kalau tak selamat dah...

Book:

2. Medical Biochemistry

Another killer subjects. Yes, that is the only definition for this subject :') Of course it is interesting but when it comes to the memorising the facts, fuhhhh. Thousands of process and enzymes and scientific names. CAM: online quiz, pen & paper quiz, lab and peer assessment kot nama dia where we were divided into groups and each of us was assigned with two topics and we need to study the topics and then teach our groupmates. But, I am not sure if it is going to be the same for the upcoming batches.

My bad experience with this subject: I woke up late on the final exam day. Exam starts at 9 and of course we should be at the venue earlier than that but I woke up at 8 something, tu pun nasib baik ayah call, tulah tidur lagi lepas subuh! Tapi alhamdulillah sempat je mandi, siap and sampai EH.

Book:

3. Fundamentals of Pharmacology

Another very interesting subject, yet killing. I love Pharmacology than Biochemistry. The lecturers will expect you to understand what they were teaching, not just merely memorising the lecture notes. Memang nampak macam susah but when you can see what you are actually learning and are able to correlate everything, then it should be fine. The labs were quite challenging. Ada satu exam tu ada online quiz lepas experiment :) CAM: lab, assignment, quizzes. For final exam, buat lah past year questions, biiznillah it helps :)

My Pharmaco groupmates #KitaOkay sebab kena kawkaw time present assignment hahahaha

Books:

The seniors said that we are going to use this book until our 4th year, but I am very sure that this book is not sufficient for the Pharmacokinetics and Pharmacodynamics lectures (which is about 50% of the subject), so I suggest that you guys get Rang & Dale's too. It is available at the library and the PDF version of the book is also available on the Internet.

4. Pharmaceutical Microbiology

I loveeeee this subject because lab reports & coursework dia individual! Hahahaha oh and then subject ni antara yang habis syllabus awal. As the name suggests, of course we are going to learn and memorise about the microorganisms, e.g. bacteria, viruses, fungi etc. What organism causes what diseases, the life cycle etc. Best! Walaupun coursework dia banyak effort la jugak untuk siapkan but alhamdulillah, it is one of my work that I can be proud of! [not sure if Dr. I thinks so because he is a perfectionist tho :')] Final exam pun takde la susah nak mampus, memang alhamdulillah time kitorang memang soalan direct so kalau study insyaAllah boleh je jawab gittew.
Update January '19: I got full mark for the coursework, alhamdulillah!!!!! Tak sia-sia all the hard work :')

I cultured E. coli heheheheh

That moment when I am finally done with the coursework. I put so much effort on this assignment and Alhamdulillah, I am very satisfied with the outcome ;)

Books:

Buku ni ada banyak je dekat Students Lounge tu.

Both of Tortora & Pommerville punya buku ni pun available dekat library. Yang previous edition pun ada jugak.

5. Pharmaceutical Analysis 1

This subject is about concepts (such as error, dilution, pH & pKa), instrumentation and calculation. I still can remember the final exam which was our last paper before the semester break; the extra-intense moment (just like Organic Chem paper), nobody went out of the exam hall before time's up. I asked for extra papers twice, which I never did before. Even when the students started to line up to submit their papers, I was still writing my answers. Alhamdulillah, it was worth it! This subject has quite a number of lab sessions, and the majority of the CAM marks is about the lab. We have Viva during every lab session as well. So make sure you are well prepared, know the concept and understand what are you going to do on that particular day.

Me and Dr. Zalikha after the last paper <3

Book:

6. Bahasa Melayu Kerjaya

With 2 credit hours but 4 hours of class per week, it was kinda tiring. The CAM was 70% and not all sections will have the same tasks for the assessment. Class was usually held on 5-7, sometimes earlier if we were done with the lab session. No hard feeling but I cannot see the actual reason on why we are required to take this subject T_T Most of the lesson was learnt during high school, so ummm I think we'll be fine. 

P/S: an A+ during SPM doesn't guarantee an A for this subject :')

7. Usrah Budi

I know this subject should be a good platform tapi tak boleh terima betul bila sister tu cakap yang diorang pun tak diberitahu apa structure for this subject. Pantang betul benda yang main asal buat je tapi takde outline takde tujuan. So diorang buat ikut diorang je la asalkan cukup contact hour lulz. 

8. Leadership

If I am not mistaken this is a co-curriculum subject. Best jugak sebab relaxing, tapi different lecturers different approach and way of teaching. Macam kitorang awal-awal Madam ajar and few weeks later dah start presentation. Best sebab banyak presentation so sambil dengar orang present sambil tu boleh buat kerja yang tak habis-habis lol. Ada kena buat project CSR jugak. 

9. UNGS - Ethic and Fiqh of Contemporary Issues 

This UNGS is better than last semester's. Because it is a discussion on the current and daily issues so you can actually relate everything you learned with your daily life.

10. Hubungan Etnik

As mentioned, this subject is introduced in this semester so UIA being UIA, it was chaotic. We didn't know who's going to teach us until few weeks of the semester and the lecturers don't even know what to teach because there is no course outline provided, and the confusion about the final exam. Annoying, period. If you love history you may enjoy this class. I'm not hating this subject but if it was well planned and prepared then it should be fine.

Btw, I am pretty sure that the course structure for the upcoming batches has been restructured. They have Leadership & Ethic and Fiqh of Contemporary Issues UNGS in the first semester. Plus, rasanya macam ada subject year 2 pun nak tukar pergi year 1 semester 2 but I have no confirmation on that.

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Okay done with the subjects. Now, I'm going to write about everything else other than academic matters xD. First of all, Pharmily Day! Every year, the first year students will organise this event.  This time we choose Marvel as our theme. Basically, we need to do everything as best as we can to make sure the event running smoothly. Before the event, it was kind of nerve-wracking. Approval tak dapat-dapat padahal dah masuk February, tarikh kena tukar lepas hantar invitation sebab ada department programme, budget dapat half je dari previous years, and since we decided to have Taman Gelora as our venue (the previous batches buat dekat sportcomm, ada satu kot yang buat dekat Taman apentah depan UIA tu), lagi banyak benda kena settle. Transportation, deal dengan MPK. But alhamdulillah, everything went well. Of course there were flaws but we received good feedback ;)

I am in Team Captain America ^^

The mainboards

The characters for the opening gimmick.
Yes, Flash is from DC not Marvel tapi costume character
Marvel lain tak jumpa hahahahaha

My Rx16.

We had photobooth and face painting as well ;)

We also held a Teachers Day Celebration for our lecturers <3. It was a day before Ramadan. Dr. M actually bought us pizza because she said that it is a tradition to treat the students before Ramadan (if I heard it correctly) and we decided to celebrate everyone as well. Pagi tu la baru pergi jumpa lecturers jemput diorang datang class, but of course not everyone is able to come with the last minute notice tapi it's okay.

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Sebab the picture before this I yang snap & I don't remember siapa yang cakap tapi macam "eh sister tak masuk gambar ke?" so selfie it is xD

IPhA organised a programme called "Love for Lecturers" for the Teachers Day. The students were divided into groups and each group will give a card to the assigned lecturer. Kalau rajin bolehlah tambah hadiah sendiri.

Cakes yang setiap batch bagi to an assigned department. Time ni ada Dr. Eid dengan Brother Syed je dalam office Pharm Prac tu yang gambar nampak macam tak meriah hahahhaha.

Ohhhh, we had IPhA induction on February. Due to budget constraint kitorang buat induction kan dalam UIA je kahkahkah tapi petang tu decide nak pergi pantai and buat BBQ.

Ohhhhhh another one. I forgot that I korbankan cuti sem became the sub-committee for National Pharmacy Sport Carnival (NPSC). Jadi linesman untuk badminton je pun tapi tak senanggggg. Ada one time tu, game brothers tau and the player from that one uni langgar I yang tak bersalah ni haahhahha energy dia banyak sangat kot. Then, I mengelak la lepas tu time tu pulak la shuttle cock nak keluar dekat another side of the court kan, and the ref pandang I nak tau out ke tak. I literally kena rempuh time shuttle cock tu jatuh mana la tengok shuttle cock tu hahahah nasib ada students yang memang duduk area line belah sana tu.

Okay dah habis big events. Now time for random pictures hehehehe.

Niza and Ilah visited me at KOP and gave me Dofi <3

I ada paparazzi uolls LOL

Iman a.k.a Ummu Hurairah at Nasi Lemak Shahputra

Time ni I don't go home during the mid-semester break sebab lepas je cuti ada 3 ke 4 quiz ntah minggu tu, tapi dalam gambar tu Iman, dia balik rumah tapi balik sini awal hehehe

Some lab selfies xD

Time ni ada firedrill hahahaha esok tu dah lah ada quiz Organic Chem. 

When your class ends at 7 pm in 4 out of 5 days. Tu pun kekadang lebih, pernah balik dah gelap :')

My friend's opinion on Biochem kahkahkah

Iftar at Madam Zihan's place after our last paper.

I joined baking class dekat Masjid SHAS hahahaha. Ok la tu bayar RM10 je. Tapi I remembered I didn't sleep the night before, buat apentah. Lepas Subuh je tidur kejap tak sampai sejam pastu bila sampai sini sebelum start sambung tidur lagi.

Okay, that's all for semester 2. The subjects probably nampak susah tapi there's one thing that is so powerful that we often forgot to actually utilise it; mindset. Bila kita asyik set benda tu susah, automatically kita macam tertutup to accept the knowledge walaupun sebenarnya that topic senang je, I know because I did. Memang ada benda yang memang susah tapi kalau we try our best to understand, kita dah usaha and doa, insya-Allah semua dipermudahkan. All the best everyone!

It's 2019.

Assalamualaikum and hello everyone!

I think it is not too late to wish everyone a happy new year! May this new chapter be a very good and meaningful one. Well, I am currently in my final exam period. My new year eve was basically me and my PNS lecture notes xD I am taking 8 core subjects for this semester and 2 university-required subjects. For finals, I have 10 papers including OSCE and OSPE.

I have 3 more papers next week. I really, really hope I don't mess up with these 3 papers because I only have a one-day gap for the next paper. Pray for me!

Anyway, my new year resolution is to blog weekly. Semoga Athirah berjaya. Actually, I planned to write my first 2019 post yesterday, after my PNS paper but guess who slept after lunch all the way until 3 pm lulz #SleepyheadSince2010. Then, I had dinner with my TaWe-mates. Will write about that in another post. I am so happy because finally I have a proper interaction with human hahahaha. Exam period ni memang tak ada social life langsung. I think I only speak less than 200 words per day kot? Tu pun sebab interact dengan makcik cafe / orang kiosk kahkahkah. Ye la because almost everyday I will go to KOP to study at Student's Lounge because it is a conducive place for me. Got aircond, big tables, can eat and drink, and nak solat dekat surau KOP ni pun selesa. Dekat library tak boleh minum nescafe and the mussola is smol and not comfortable for me. Dengan CFS students yang bising tu lagi, pft. 

I think that's all for the first post of 2019, kinda hambar isn't it? Hahahhaha it's been a long time since my last post so my writing mood isn't fully activated, gittew kan alasan LOL. Alright, bye! If you read this, doakan Athirah and my Rx16 members can excel in this semester because undeniably, it is really tough. I wish all of you the best too! 

Say hi to Marsya, (again).